CHAPTER 1---> LOVE AT FIRST BITE

it's the middle of winter, wind howls and blows through the trees. clumps of snow fall from high up, blown off by the wind. it falls almost weightless and turns into a fine powder swept away by the same wind that blew it off. the sun peeks through the dence snow clouds briefly then hides again. the cold winter air hugs tightly, the snow falls lightly.

'-' huff huff huff....dredgeing through snow is a work out i'm pooped. it sucks i have to hike all the way out here just to have some peace and quiet away from civilization. at least out here i can talk to myself with out people thinking i'm crazy. it's so nice out! i love this weather, but no one else duz. and i'm fine with that, means less people to run into in the woods. oooo i'm starting to feel a chill, maybe i should have grabbed a coat. ah well too late now!

i continued my walk through the woods, stopping to take in the views. i really do like this time of year, i thought i saw what looked like paw prints but it was hard to tell cuz the snow is always shifting. it was odd that i didn't see any deer in the woods today, they were all over yesterday. i saw some broken branches, it was odd cuz they didn't have alot of snow on them, like they had been broken recently. i scanned around but didn't see anything. i continued on my walk, it started getting late. i decided to turn and head back, i was kinda hungry too.

BAAANNNNGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!

'-' WHAT THE HELL!!!!

i ducked down, who the hell was shoot'n back here? this is a hunting free area, asshole. i heard panting and looked up, and i couldn't believe my eyes. it was a pure white wolf, i've never seen a wolf so white before. and whats it doing here?

BAAANNNNNNGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!

YEEEEELLLLLPPPP whine whine

'-' ............WHO DARES HURT AN ANIMAL IN FRONT OF ME

i stood up behind a tree and looked around then at the wolf, it had been hit in the shoulder. it's shoulder was bleeding pretty bad, it was whineing and licking the wound. it suddenly stopped and looked up, then growled. i looked over and saw a man dressed in white chamo walking towards the wolf, he had a rifle looking gun in both arms and a pretty big knife on his right leg. he popped in a shell and cocked the gun, took aim.

'-' HEY!!!

i had no idea what i was thinking, i made a snow ball a snow ball! and i threw it at him, it smashed him in the face. i made another one and rushed at him. he looked at me and i threw it at his face, he moved and shot at me. it zipped past me, the wolf took that opening and lunged at him, fangs bared.

THUNK

YEEELLP

'-' NNRAAAAHHH STOP HURTING THE WOLF YOU OLD BASTARD!!!!

i grabbed one of the sticks i saw earlier, the thickest one i could snatch up on the go. and ran toward him.

>i don't want to hurt you boy, this is a warning

he shot past my face again, i raised the stick and swung at him. he moved and aimed at me.

>i'm not gonna warn you again boy, LEAVE NOW

'-' HA like i'm gonna fall for that one your out of bullets! i'm not a defenceless animal you can beat down

i swung again and he blocked with the gun, he stepped forward and kicked me in the stomach

'-' GUH HACK

he took the stick from me

>i warned you boy, you've already seen too much, i have no other choice

he reached for his knife

>WHAATT!!!

'-' nnghh huff huff looking for this!!

i pulled the knife out from behind my back.

>you little!!

he whent to hit me with the gun, i through snow up in his face and rolled out of the way. i stood up and kicked the gun out of his hands, then whent to stab him. he grabbed my wrist. i grabbed his it was a stalemate.

'-' I'LL KILL YOU!!

>......you have no idea what your protecting do you boy?

'-' yes i do, a wolf that your trying to kill. i will stop you! oh hehehehe!

> whats so funny?

'-' that wolf you knocked out, well it's up!

> WHAT!!!

he looked back, and i took the chance to kick him in the balls

>GUHHNNNnnn

'-' made you look bastard!!!

THUNK!!!

i clubbed him with the stick he took, he fell face down in the snow. i hit him so hard the stick snapped in half. gawd my stomach hurts. hows the wolf? still knocked out. i can't leave it here like this, it would surely die. it's getting darker and the snows falling faster, it's gonna cover up my trail. i looked at the wolf.

'-' nnnnnnn this has to be dumbest thing im gonna do and most dangerous, even though i just took out that hunter.

i walked over to the wolf and bent down.

'-' please don't wake up and kill me!

i looked at it's wound, the bullet sunk in deep. the blood was still flowing pretty good and the wound was steaming. i took the hunters knife and cut a sash off my shirt, i wrapped it around the wolfs wound. i wonder if it's a girl or a boy, i picked up the back leg.

'-' yup, thats a boy!

wow this just got worse, if he wakes up when i'm takeing him home it's gonna be bad. i picked him up and drapped him across my shoulders and headed back to my house. his fur was so warm and soft, i burried my cold hands in it. it got even darker and colder, it was getting harder and harder to find my trail. the snow was covering up my foot prints, and i was so tired. i hadn't eat'n anything all day. i saw a feint glow after hicking back for about three hours, it was my house! never had it felt so good to see it. i walked to the slideing glass door in the back. i took the key out slowly so i wouldn't drop the wolf and opened the door. i walked in and slid out of my shoes, clods of ice fell out along with snow. i walked over and set the wolf on a think carpet infront of the fireplace, it was warm so he should warm up soon. the dim flicker of the fire should be good enough for now.

'-' huff huff huff huff i need to change into some dry cloths, but i need to take care of him first.

i ran to the bathroom and grabbed some towels, i ran to the kitchen and got a bowel of warm water. i grabbed an ace bandage from the hall closet, and tweezers from the bathroom. i came back slowly just in case he was up. i peeked over the couch

'-' still out, good

i sat next to him and took a warm rag and washed his wound clean, his white fur was red and pink. i took the tweezers and felt aroung for the bullet, i felt a tink and pulled out a large piece. i felt for more and pulled out three more tiny pieces, the blood starting flowing again so i wipped it off and wrapped the bandage around the wound. whew i need to change, i walked to the bathroom and put all the stuff on the sink. i heard some rustling noise from the liveing room, i walked in to look and the wolf was gone.

'-' ........where are you? i'm not gon.....

^;^ GRROOWWLLLL!!!!

'-' AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

out of no where the wolf jumpped from behind the couch, i threw my arm up in defence and he sunk his teeth deep into my arm. he fell on top of me and i hit my head on the floor, everything whent black. i awoke to the soothing sounds of the wood crackling in the fire place, the dim light dancing on the walls.

'-' ................... nnnnnnnnn, what happned?

^;^ i did

'-' ...... what? oh yeah you bit me

^;^ yes i am sorry, i thought you were the hunter

'-' wait...how are you......

i looked to left and saw a naked guy sitting next to me, if that wasn't strange enough he had dog ears on his head and a tail. is this some kinda sick joke or am i dreaming? i whent to sit up

'-' OWW!! my-my arm, it hurts!

^;^ yes i bit you

i looked at my arm and saw that it was crapily wrapped in the ace bandage, it slid right off revieling the deep bite wounds

'-' th-this isn't a dream is it?

^;^ what is a dream?

'-' so did you wrap my arm up?

^;^ ........yes

he blushed a little, it was a crappy job but where would a wolf.....wait

'-' what are you? when i brought you here you were a wolf and now your a guy a naked guy!

^;^ what is naked?

'-' it means you don't have any cloths on, what i have on is called clothing

^;^ cloths? is that what covers you humans?

'-' yes

^;^ does it bother you?

'-' n-no..

in fact it was makeing me aroused.

^;^ i thought so, you like other males don't you?

'-' .....nn... hey wait you never answered my question

where did that come from? disstract him disstract him

^;^ i will take that as a yes, i thought so. i am a lycanthrope.

'-' you mean like a werewolf? and what do you mean you thought so?

^;^ yes and no, and i knew because i do not smell a female in here at all. and i can smell the urge to mate rolling off you in waves. your still pure too.

'-' by pure you mean a virgin right

^;^ if virgin means you have not been with a mate than yes

'-' gawd!! stop that, yes it's true i'm gay and still a virgin. gonna make fun of me for it?

^;^ no we wolves treasure our purity, it is our greatest gift we could give to our mate. and what is gay?

'-' gay is a shorter way of saying homosexual, and whats the difference?

^;^ i see, we are different because we are born this way and we can shift from wolf to human to lycan.

'-' can you still turn humans by biteing them?

^;^ yes but it is a process, the bite is a first step.

'-' so i won't become one of you?

^;^ why do you ask such things? are you not scared of me?

CHAPTER 2 ---> moon mates

'-' what do you mean?

^;^ you humans fear us, we kill and eat you

'-' i don't believe that crap, everyone says bad things about wolves. and werewolves too. it's not true i know it.

^;^ how do you know?

'-' because i know animal's and there temperments, they only attack when threatned, hurt or sick. they don't go killing people and eating children like all the people and books say.

^;^ are you sure

'-' gyahhh!!!!

he jumped on me and pinned me down, his fangs were showing. he was so strong, i could barely move. his skin was a pale shade of tan, his hair was white really white. his skin was warm and soft, he smelled like the fresh crisp winter air. i looked down at his thigh's, i blushed.

^;^ NOW TELL ME WHAT YOU FEEL

'-' .......... i don't want too

it was embarrassing, i was getting turned on. his eyes were this beutifull ice blue color, the had this wild look to them too. his tail swished from one side to other, it brushed against my leg. it tickled, it was so soft. his ear twitched, he was getting frustrated with me

^;^ TELL ME!! SAY YOU ARE SCARED OF ME!!

he leaned down closer to my face, he sqeezed my arms. i could see his muscles flex all over the place, he was so attractive. i couldn't help it any more

'-' .....I-I'M AROUSED........

i blushed and looked at the wall, it was true. him being on top of me and naked, and he was so attractive.

^;^ ......what? what does that mean?

'-' it means i want to mate.......with you

i felt myself poke him on the inner thigh, it was so embarrassing. he looked back and saw the little mountain in my crotch

^;^ ...........

he crawled off and turned his back to me. great now i pissed him off

'-' well you wanted me to tell you, you ok?

i sat up and peeked over his shoulder, and what i saw supprised me. he was erect just like me, he was dribbling pre cum too. and the look on his face showed he didn't know what to do. his face was red and he was just looking at himself. i bet he has never felt like this before, at least with a guy

'-' are you into males too?

^;^ i thought i was not, but now i am not sure.

'-' do you wanna, ya'know, with me?

^;^ do what with you?

'-' you know, mate

^;^ .........

he blushed and looked at his throbbing dick then back at me. confusion covered his face, his kind mate for life i'm sure of it. i don't mind that, infact it's what i want too. but i'm human so maybe thats the problem

'-' you don't have too if you don't want too, i could tell you something else you could do.

what am i saying?

^;^ what do you mean?

'-' i could show you

ohh gawd why am i doing this to myself, i caught his interest. he nodded, i was so embarrassed. what was i saying, is it cuz he's a werewolf and i always wanted to be one. i stood up and undid my clasp and zipper. is it because i'm soo horny? or is it cuz he's naked? i pulled my pants down, he saw me bulging in my boxers. i slipped them off and my dick sprang out.

^;^ is that what you intend to show me?

'-' no.....it's what i'm about to do

blushing i wrapped my hand around myself and started going up and down. he was facinated by it, like he'd never even thought of it before. he couldn't take his eyes of me. i started going faster and he started to play with himself a little. i stopped.

'-' do you know how to do it now?

^;^ i think so, like this

he started jack'n himself off fast and ruff

'-' WAIT STOP!!!

^;^ but this is how you did it?

'-' your too ruff if you go like that you will hurt yourself, here let me show you

i grabbed his paw er hand then i grabbed his finger, i slowely and gently whent up and down

'-' like this, you can go fast if you want too but not that ruff k

^;^ ......like this?

he grabbed himself but this time he did it gently

'-' y-yeah here come with me to the bathroom

^;^ ????? what is bathroom?

'-' it's where humans go to releive themselves...in more ways than one.

^;^ so why am i going in there?

'-' cuz it's easier to clean up tile than a carpet, here you can sit here or on the rim of the tub or the floor if you want. and don't worry i won't watch you if you don't want me too.

^;^ hmph....

he sat on the floor and started play'n with himself again, i closed the door half way and walked to my cloths. i'm sooo gonna have to use the bathroom later, this is too much for a virgin too handle. i put my clothes back on and closed the glass door, the cold air was getting to me.

^;^ nnnnnnhn uhnnnn

'-' sounds like he's haveing fun!

my arm still hurts though, hmmm i thought it was deeper than that. no i'm sure it was deeper, and the blood isn't comeing out anymore......... am i gonna turn into a werewolf like him! i hope so, and maybe we can be mates!

^;^ gaahhhh!!!!

'-' oh gawd! that sounded good. was that his first time?

he came out the bathroom, some cum dribbled out.

 '-' here let me clean you up

i took a rag and wiped his hands, he used both? i slowly reached for his dick, he didn't stop me or say anything so i gently wipped it clean.

^;^ why are you not scared of me? instead you lust after me and show me things

'-' sigh....the truth is i'm into beastiality, thats when you want to have sex with animals. but naturaly i love animals and i protect them when i can, this scar on my right cheek i got it when i stopped some teens from hurting a stray dog. sure i got beat up but the dog got away. and when i saw that hunter shoot you it enraged me, he had to go down.

^;^ you took out hunter?

'-' y-yes it was a struggle though he really wanted to kill you, he kicked me in the stomach and tried to stab me

^;^ but a human like you stopped him and saved me, i have underestamated you

'-' what do you mean?

^;^ hunters are raised to kill us lycans, they are dangerous and cruel. they only care about killing our kind, they stop at nothing to do so. but you stopped him, for me

'-' ........well yeah

^;^ did you know i was a lycan?

'-' the hunter mentiond something but i didn't care, you don't hurt animals infront of me.

^;^ would you have done the same thing if you knew

'-' YES!!!!

i answered way too quickly, but it was true.

^;^ ........why?

'-' because then you would owe me your life, and i would choose to become a lycan like you.

^;^ why would you want to be like me?

'-' so i could be free, and be with you

i blushed and he blushed, his ear twitched. i couldn't resist any more, i reached up and touched his ears. he flinched a little but he closed his eyes when i started rubbing them. they were so soft and warm and i've never seen fur so white before, even his hair was white. his fangs were a bit longer than useual i could see the top ones peeking out of his mouth. his hair was straight and silky i looked down at his tail, i wanted to touch that too. i whent to reach for it when he rested his head on my shoulder. he totally fell asleep, so if i rub his ears he falls asleep. i ran my hands across his muscled back,  i was enjoying this a little too much. my pants were getting tight, i was wondering how i was gonna put him on the couch when my stomach rummbled and woke him up.

^;^ nnnnn i'm hungry

'-' yeah me too, hold on i'll make you something what do you want?

^;^ nnnnnn meat.....fresh

'-' ok can do, it's fish though is that ok with you?

^;^ what is fish?

'-' the little things in the water that swim fast

^;^ you have fish!

his tail was wagging, it was too cute!

'-' yeah it's some salmon and tuna you want some

^;^ what is salmon?

'-' it's the fish that spawns in mass numbers during spring, they're green and red

^;^ i want red backs! how do you have them

how cute he calls them red backs!

'-' saved them from summer when the store has a bunch

i walked to the kitchen and he followed, i opened the fridge and pulled out the samon and tuna. i also pulled out the sushi rolls i had made.

'-' here how much do you want?

^;^ you offer your red back to me?

'-' yeah here!

he looked confused but he took it gladly and started eating it. i popped a sushi roll in my mouth and muched on it, he looked so happy eat'n his fish.

^;^ is there more red back?

'-' sorry no, here try this!

^;^ sniff sniff what is it?

'-' call it blue back!

he put some in his mouth

^;^ i like it!

after he ate all my fish and a couple hotdogs he was a little well he was covered in food! it was cute i guess he never ate in his human form.

'-' come with me ...... umm what's your name?

^;^ i am called shiro, where are we going?

'-' well shiro your a bit dirty so i'm gonna give you a bath is that ok?

^;^ what is bath?

'-' i'm gonna wash you get all clean

^;^ it's too cold for bath

'-' it's ok come on, i'm gonna take one too

^;^ ......... you bath first

'-' o-ok, are you gonna watch?

^;^ yes

oh gawd i was hard again, is he gonna get in the tub with me? i should take a shower just in case. i grabbed some towels for me and him and we walked in the bathroom together. i stepped in a big sticky puddle, theres no way he did all that? it's impossible, then again he is a wolf

'-' umm is this your umm

^;^ yes

'-' oh ok then

thats so hot!! i took my cloths off and and turned the water on, it was cold then the steam rolled up.

'-' ok it's ready should we get in together or seperate?

^;^ same time

i got in and shiro was right behind me, i turned the shower on and the warm water flowed over us.

^;^ how is it warm?

'-' it's a people thing

^;^ i like

he got closer to the water and rubbed against me, it was so awkward for the rest of the shower. we got out and dryed off. we walked to my bedroom and he stopped at the door.

^;^ is this your den?

'-' yeah come in

^;^ .............

he slowly walked in, i put on some boxers and jumped in the bed.

'-' come on

^;^ you are sure?

'-' why do you ask?

^;^ it is your den you are alpha

'-' oh just get in here shiro

his tail wagged and he slowly got in the bed

CHAPTER 3 ---> bunk pals

he licked his wound a little and in the dim light i strained to look at it. it looked almost completley healed with very little scaring. i looked at my arm and he saw me.

^;^ is your paw healing?

'-' w-what, oh yes. it still hurts though, so what will it take for me to become a lycan?

^;^ you interest me, what is your name

'-' i'm called edward, so what do i have to do. i've seen movies where we have to share blood, but i thought just a bite was enough.

^;^ how do you know so much of lycans? what is movie

'-' so am i right? is it blood

^;^ yes it is blood

'-' is that all then just some blood?

i was looking at his shoulder, i was thinking about licking it

'-' so if i take in your blood i can become a lycan?

^;^ ......... there is one last step

'-' what is it?

^;^ it does not matter, you are not at the secound step yet

'-' so i just need some blood then

i reached for his arm

^;^ you don't know what you are in for

he pulled away slowly, like he wanted me to choose. he says no but his body language says maybe, he's confusing me and he's hardly doing anything. but my minds made up

'-' i think i do

i grabbed his arm and pulled it toward me, i didn't want to hurt him but i had to make him bleed a little. when i pulled his arm i jerked it a little so it would open a bit. he didn't say anything but his face winced a little, i slowly licked around the wound then in it.

^;^ nnnnn

i could taste his blood, it was warm and the taste was hard to describe. it tasted like meatal like i was sucking on a chain, a salty iron chain. but it also had this earthy note to it, like dirt or some kind of mineral. i was getting a little too into it, i let go of his arm.

'-' did i hurt you?

^;^ not much, why did you do that?

'-' whats the next part

^;^ when bright moon comes you must become my mate

he crawled over to me and licked the blood from my mouth, i took the chance and french kissed him. he was suprised but he didn't fight it, his tounge was a bit long though. i ran my hand down the inside of his thigh, he jumped back.

^;^ why? why do you do these things too me

'-' i don't know, i just want too. i get this urge to be with you and i can't stop

i could see how afraid he was, i can see why too. the only humans he know's all try to kill him and here i am trying to fuck him left and right.

^;^ you are not scared of me, you save me, you feed me, you let me in your den. why

he sounded hurt, duz no one of his kind treat him like this?

'-' because, because i want..... to be your mate

^;^ but you are male, you can not have pup's

'-' i don't care i want to be with you shiro

^;^ it can not be, a lycan and a human can not be together

he turned around and started leaving.

'-' wait don't go please

^;^ i must return to my pack

i ran in front of him too head him off, i blocked his path.

'-' no i-i don't want you to leave

^;^ i must

he placed his hand on my chest and pushed me back, he was so strong. he sent me flying, i fell on my back and slid across the carpet. it burned my back, he walked by me.

'-' so you wanna fight, is this part of the test?

i ran infront of him again, i spun and back kicked him in the stomach. it was solid like pure muscle, he staggered back a little then gave me this fierce wild look.

^;^ out of my way

'-' no

he ran toward me and swung at me with his claws, i dodged back. his claws scratched my bare chest.

'-' is that the best you can do?

^;^ grrrrrr

he came at me again, faster than the last time. i moved around and dodged him again, evasion is my thing. i'm the king at tag. he swung and nicked my arm, i spun and kicked at him. this time i aimed for his face, he pulled back. i intend to show him how tough i can be, maybe then he won't leave.

^;^ grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

'-' i'm not gonna quite until your mine

he jumped at me and swung, i stepped forward and took the hit. his claws sunk into my right shoulder and left side, it hurt like hell but now i'm close enough for this. i punched his face, right ,left, right, left, right, left. he was staggering back so i whent faster, right left right left right left right left. he moved his in to defend himself, i pulled my right arm back and thrust my whole body forward. i put everything into this punch, and i aimed for his stomach.

^;^ GUHHNN

i wasn't done i grabbed his shoulders and kneed him in the stomach. he fell back on the floor, i knelt down exhausted.

^;^ is that all? you attack like a pup

'-' huff huff huff huff say's you huff

i could barely talk i was so out'a breath. he stood up, some blood ran from his mouth. he walked past me again. i grabbed his leg, i can't let him go. when am i gonna find a guy like him again, he's a lycan but i don't care i'll be one too.

'-' dammit would you just stay with me please? why do you want to go so damn bad?

^;^ you would not understand

'-' try me

^;^ ..........

i bit his leg, i'll make you stay. i'll become a lycan and follow you until you hear me out

^;^ ENOUGH!!

he kicked me off his leg, i hit the couch.

'-' gack

he played with the door until he figured out how to open it.

'-' please don't go

^;^ i must

he walked out into the snow, i followed him.

^;^ you will die in this cold human go back to your den

'-' no, i'm going with you

^;^ this lycan problem, humans not welcome

'-' then make me a lycan, like you

the cold was getting to me, my feet were burning. i can walk barefoot in the snow for 5 minutes but it's been like 10. and i was only in my boxers.

^;^ i can not, it is against the rules

'-' then why did you let me do all that stuff to you? you gave me your blood...........w-we kissed.

^;^ .............

i fell in the snow, we were at the forest line. he looked at me then turned into the forest. is this it? he's gone from my life forever. i got up and walked back to the house, i got in the tub to warm myself up. i can't believe this is how it happened. the first guy i like isn't even human, and he rejects me. maybe if i was a lycan things would have been different? but something about his blood, he said it was the secound part. i looked over at the bowel with the bullet fragments in it. i grabbed the bowel and put some water in it, i swished it around until the blood came off the pieces. i took those out and looked at the bowel of blood. do i really wanna do this?

'-' fuck it!!

i chugged down all the bloody water. i felt a little sick a few minutes later so i dryed off and crawled into bed. i had a fever and the chills. was it from the blood or being out in the cold? i didn't know but i was so tired, i could hear my heart beating. it was strong and fast, faster than the useual. i fell asleep.

CHAPTER 4 ---> the morning after

i awoke to my alarm going off, it was so loud and annoying. i turned it off and grabbed my phone, i did not want to work today i still felt sick.

> beeep beeep beeep hello this is dark wood theater james speaking how may i help you?

'-' hey james this is edward, is it alright if i call off today?

> let me look, i'm not sure we already had 3 call off's cuz the roads are bad. gotta love the alaskin weather!

'-' oh i do! i just feel like crap right now

> ..................... ok i have some good news and some bad news

'-' great what is it?

> your first shift is covered but late night isn't

'-' that should be ok, i just can't come in right now but later is good.

> ok see you then, bye

'-' bye

> click.....

'-' ......sigh

i didn't want to come in at all today but oh well. i feel kinda numb, i got up and walked into the bathroom. i flicked the lights on and looked at myself.

'-' ........nothing

i checked my ears, my butt, hands feet, eyes and mouth. nothing. i turned around and saw that my scrapes and cuts were all gone. even the bite on my arm was gone. i stepped out and looked at the glass door, nothing. like i expected. i got some stuff to eat and got dressed, i sat on the couch and watched the time pass. the theater was close so i just walk. the cold air felt good, i was still a bit hot. when i got to work it was about 6:30 pm thats when we useually get swamped. but it was pretty empty, i should thank the storm for that! the time flew by, i was in a daze for most of it. i got out at midnight as useual, and i started my walk home. i felt hotter so i slowed down to enjoy the breez and the snow. i saw a pile of shoveled snow so i sat in it, i have no idea why. but it felt so good. after a few minutes i laid down in it, a few minutes more and everything whent black.

> HEY HEY, ARE YOU OK?!!!!!!

i was awakened by some guy yelling, i opened my eyes and looked around. all around me was a crowd of people and an ambulance, the blinking lights hurt my eye's.

'-' .......i-i'm fine

>HE'S AWAKE!! GET THE STRETCHER OVER HERE

'-' i said i'm fine!!

i stood up and started walking away from the people, when the guy grabbed my arm.

> sir you have to get some medical attention, you were out in this weather for way too long. your lucky a concerned onlooker called us, you could have died.

'-' well tell them i said thank you but i'm fine, really

i tugged my arm away from his and backed up

> sir you have to come with us now!!

'-' nnnnnnnn

i turned and ran into the woods as fast as i could go, i couldn't risk them finding out about the blood thing. i slid down the hill and sprinted all the way to my house, makeing sure to circle all over incase they tried to follow. the funny thing was i really wasn't tired after all that, in fact i felt like i could do it again. that was until i got into the house, as soon as i stepped in i collapsed on the floor. i was panting and gasping for air. crawling on the floor. my chest felt way too tight, i was drooling alot too. i crawled to the couch to try and pick myself up but couldn't. i rolled over on my back and everything whent black. when i woke up i was outside in the snow, naked.

'-' GYAHHH!!!!

i ran into the house so damn fast. what the hell, why was i naked and outside? and why am i not cold? i ran to my room and put some cloths on, i looked at the clock and it was 10:25. i had to pee so i whent to the bathroom, i flushed and glanced at the mirror. i didn't notice at first but my eye's were a lighter shade of brown, or at least i think so. it could just be the light. i have to work again today, at least i'm feeling beter. my butt hurts a little though, odd. i don't feel like waiting here for a long time so i'll go for a walk. i put a hat on so if someone duz recognize me hopefully the hat will throw them off. wallet, sandals, work uniform all set. i headed out and up the street, it was a bit warmer today. the sun was glowing through the clouds. i thought it was gonna be a ghost town but people were out and about. i got wierd looks cuz i was wearing sandals but who cares, i was still hot and this felt good. i grabbed some snow and sucked on it, i was really thirsty. i stopped in a ministore and picked up some drinks, mostly water but i got a green tea too i really like those. i stopped at a park close by the theater and drank the water. i had chugged both bottles down and moved on to the tea, i tilted the can to my lips and felt it pour on my tounge.

'-' GUHG!!

i spit it out and dropped the can, it tasted awfull. it made me feel sick, but why i love green tea? i sniffed the can

'-' uhhh gross

what the hell is going on? all i knew was i was still thirsty and my shift was about to start. so i just walked o the theater, i get free drinks any way. i was really hot and sweaty but my skin was cool to the touch. i kept to myself at work mostly, i would talk to some people so i wouldn't draw in to much attention.

'-' here are your tickets thank you and enjoy the movie, i hear it's a good one!!

> thanks we will!

'-'........sigh

i grabbed the cup and chugged it down, that was my 8th cup of ice water in the last half hour. i filled the cup up again and chugged it down.

> you ok edward?

'-' huh, oh yeah why?

> well you don't seem the same today, and thats like your 10th cup of water

'-' oh really? i hadn't noticed hahaha

damn leave it to him to notice i'm off today. what do i do what do i do?

> are you sick or something?

he reached for my forehead, i kinda danced out of the way

'-' yeah why?

> well your kinda sweaty looking and when i handed you your register draw you felt cold

'-' of course i was cold i just walked in

> ok if you say so, but just incase i think you should leave early today

'-' fine with me

i would have argued him had it not been true, i finished my shift and headed out. i still felt hot and a little queezy now, i saw a police car parked at the place where i fell asleep yesterday. so i had to take the long way home, i didn't mind the snow was falling slow and gracefully. this street is so wierd, all the houses look the same. brick with black roofs, even the mail box's are the same color. and why is this street so narrow? it can barely fit one car let alone two, and people park their cars on the street too. i never did get peole in the first place, i guess i never felt like i belong with them.

> hey you, excuse me

oh crap it's the cop in the car i know it, i slowly turned around

'-' yeah....

> i was wondering where the theater is, i got a bit lost!

oh thank gawd!

'-' yeah i work there! it's straight up this street then take a left at the stop sign

> thank you

'-' no prob!

wheeeeew i'm glad it was just a lost a guy, i almost had a heart attack. i continued my walk home, the snow was falling in sheets now covering everything. i was feeling beter now, still a little warm but not hot. i looked up at the winter sky and glanced at the moon, it was almost full. i felt my heart thump hard in my chest, thats when the werewolf stuff useually starts to happen! in about too more days i should be a werewolf! or at least i hope. it was dark when i finally got home, i had stopped to sit at a pond i like. i was hungry as hell and only wanted one thing, meat. i smashed the last of my fish and looked at the raw meat i had in the fridge and freezer. do i really want to eat raw meat? i could get worms or some kinda illness.

'-' grummble grorp

i grabbed the pack of meat and was about to bite into it

'-' gah!!! no way, sushi is one thing but this.

i put it back in the fridge and decided to head out to the store. when i got outside i noticed paw prints in the snow, big paw prints leading around my house and to the front. could it be shiro? is he watching me? i fallowed the tracks up to the end of my drive way, they continued into town. this is looking less and less like shiro's doing. what a dissapointment.

'-' sigh......

i wonder if he'll ever come back?

CHAPTER 5 ---> hello

> BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

'-' ..nnnnnnnn......

>BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

'-' alright alright i'm up......

> BEEP BEEP BEE...click

'-' nnnnnn YAWWNNN.... 9 already, i feel strange again today

i got up and put some cloths on, it was hard to walk. it felt like the room was swaying back and forth while spinning. i felt hot and my body hurt all over, i tryed to get outside into the cold. i fell on the floor and crawled to the glass door. i pulled myself up useing the handle, i leand my backup against the wall and pushed the door open.

'-' oomph

i fell out and into the snow, it was cold. for the first time in a while the snow was cold, it started burning. i tryed to get up and back in the house but i didn't have the strength. i felt sleepy and exhausted, i could barely keep my eyes open. the last thing i remember was the looking across the snow covered ground watching the snow fall, then everything whent black.

'-' .........

i woke up in my bed? it was dark, i guess i missed work. how did i get back inside? i sat up and looked around. i don't think he's here, i prolly just crawled in without knowing it. i got up and walked to the bathroom, i had my hand against the wall the whole time. it seemed britghter than what it was, i looked in the mirror.

'-' ..... a-are my eyes!!!

i flicked the light on and couldn't believe what i was seeing

'-' my-my eyes are amber yellow...

i-i can't believe it, my ears look pointy too. they don't look they are pointed. it's true, werewolf stories are true! and it's only the first night of the full moon. what should i do what should i do? i can't out in public like this. i never thought that i would one of the people in the movies that wigs out about being a werewolf. but i guess i never thought about how i would function in real life until i completley changed. what should i do?

'-' sniff sniff..... what is that? it smells so good

i was following my nose through the house, the smell got stronger as i got to the glass door. i flung it open and crawled on all fours following the scent.  it got stronger and stronger then i bumped into something really warm.

'-' ....what is this......ahhh sh-shiro!!!

^;^ hello

wha- what, what is he doing here!? i thought he left me, and why is my face in his crotch?!

'-' .......sniff

thats the smell! he smells this good, was he squating in the snow this whole time?

^;^ come we have much to talk about

'-' o-ok...

why is he here all of a sudden? and his english has gott'n better too. where did he learn it? we walked into the house, i closed the door and drew the blinds behind us. i was about to say something when he turned around

^;^ hmmm...

he grabbed my face well more like held it roughly, he drew me in closer and looked into my eyes

^;^ amber huh, this is good

'-' why is it good?

it was hard to talk through squished lips

^;^ because this means you really do want to become a lycan

'-' i told you, i've been telling you eversince we met

^;^ kiss me

'-' w-what .......

i blushed instantly

^;^ need i say it again, i know how bad you lust for me

it was true, i was hard again. i want his body so bad, i feel the urge to take him and be take'n by him. i slowly moved toward him, i closed my eyes. i felt his warm soft lips, i felt a weak tingle shoot through my body. my knees gave out and i fell forward into his arms, he held me close. i felt his penis pressing back against my thigh, i held him closeer to me. i felt his tounge slip in and out of my mouth, i opened my eyes slowly and saw his eyes were closed and he was blushing. he was enjoying this just as much as i was, i slid my hand down to his butt. he turned a darker shade of red, i grabbed his tail and stroked it. he moaned a little moan, i whispered in his ear

'-' i finally got to touch it!

his tail started wagging! it was too cute he looked down at the floor and tryed to keep his tough guy act on! but his wagging tail and blushing face said no!

'-' so is tonight the night shiro, when we become mates for life

^;^ ......nnn.... we must wait one more night

he was blushing and his dick was hard as rock

^;^ i am not sure why you want me, there are plenty of females in heat in the pack

'-' well by what you are saying you should have had a mate by now too

^;^ ..............

'-' it's ok shiro, i'm not going to hurt you and i won't let any one else hurt you either. you can trust me shiro, give me your heart and your love and i will cherish it allways

^;^ b-but how would we?

'-' i could show you!

^;^ show me what.......

he knows! his whole face turned red!

'-' come with me, this time i'm not takeing "no" for an answer

^;^ .........alright

i took him to my room and layed him on the bed, he was hard i was hard. let me help us both out! i took off all my clothes and turned to shiro. he blushed.

'-' are you ready?

^;^ you said no "no" for answer so yes

'-' thats right so here i come

i crawled onto the bed and to him, i kissed him while strokeing his cock.

^;^ nnnnn!

i grabbed him and held him up, i moved down and looked at him. a bead of pre cum was sitting on the head, out of the corner of my eye i watched his eyes close as i licked the pre cum off. his thighs twitched a little as i suckled the head of his cock, i whent further and further down until he tickled the back of my throat.

^;^ Hnnnn! nnnha!

i wanted more of him in me this wasn't enough, i forced more of him my mouth. he bucked up, i wanted more. i made sure his dick was good and slick and i positioned myself over him.

^;^ what are you doing?!!

he whent to get up, i put my hand on his chest.

'-' it's ok relax, i'm not gonna hurt you

i grabbed his dick and moved it around until i felt it touch the enterence to my body. i pushed down slowly but firmly and slid him in.

^;^ Uhhhh ohhhnnn

his head rolled back as he moaned, i whent further down. it hurt at first but when i got down to the base his dick poked my G spot, it felt great. i whent up then down angling myself so that he poked my G spot over and over again. i whent up and down rocking my body around so the head of his cock rubbed all over my G spot.

'-' mmnnhhh

^;^ ahhnnn

faster and faster i couldn't control myself, it felt soo good. i was dripping pre cum, i could feel my climax building deep inside of me.

^;^ UHHH Uhhh uhhhn

he was about to cum too, i feel his dick throbbing and pushing up inside of me. he started thrusting in and out more and more, he was about to blow. i was too, just a little more. i whent up and slammed my ass down on to him, that set both of us off

'-' AHHHHnnnnn

^;^ UHHHHHHmmmhhhh

i explaoded all over his chest, my contractions made him moan deeply. i leaned forward and layed on his chest. i did it, i had sex for the first time and i found my soul mate. i looked up at shiro he was breathing hard, his eyes were closed. he was still inside of me and i liked it, i can feel his warm cum seeping into my body. i licked his chest and started to fall asleep, he put his arm around me and held me close. he thrusted on last time and i felt another load of warm cum seep into me, his body shook. i jittered a little too. i fell asleep in his embrace.

^;^ edward are you up? edward

i could feel shiro nudging me, and i slowly opened my eyes

'-' ...nnnnn yeah i'm up shiro

^;^ do not be alarmed, you must stay calm

'-' why?

i was looking up at him while he stood beside the bed. he seemed taller, way taller. i whent to sit up but my body felt wierd. like it was longer than useual and i fell onto the floor

'-' oowwww

^;^ are you ok?

'-' y-yea......

i looked down and saw a black wolf paw!!

'-' am-am i a wolf right now!!

^;^ yes, you shifted last night in your sleep after we uhh

'-' mated!!!

^;^ yes!

he blushed and his tail wagged

'-' so how do i shift to human again?

^;^ that takes time and practice, although you are a human so human form should be easy. just think about your human form and see it in your mind.

i closed my eyes and visualized my human form, it was harder than i thought. the wolf in me wanted to come out and be free, he was fighting with me. after a few minutes he calmed down and i was able to see my human self. i was standing infront of myself but i looked human, i had no wolf ears or tail. the black wolf that was haulting my transformation appeared again.

'-' why are you stopping me?

^..^ because what you want most is to be of our kind but you are about to go back wards. you are visualizing your human form not your lycanthropic form.

'-' so this is another test right?

^..^ you are a clever one, shiro has found a good mate although his taste should have been with his own kind.

'-' hey whats that supposed to mean? i saved him i put my own life on the line for his. if that duzn't scream devotion and love i don't know what will

^..^ you speak the truth, then i shall grant you the life you wish but be warned the last two steps might be your last

'-' wh-whats that supposed to mean?

the black wolf walked over to my human image and merged with it. there was a blinding light and when i opened my eyes the new me was standing there with a grin. i looked so good! i had jet black ears and a tail, my brown wavey hair was straight and black. my amber eyes were glowing, he held out his clawed hand and i took it without a secound thought. another blinding light filled my vision and i closed my eyes.

^;^ so you did it! i am happy!

^?^ ..... shiro..

i felt weak and dizy, i was standing when i opened my eyes. i looked at the ground and tryed to stay ballanced, i started leaning forward and shiro caught me

^;^ you will feel weak for a little time but it will pass

^?^ why?

^;^ to shift forms takes large amounts of energy, and for the first time it stress's your body more

^?^ b-but i did it! and i'm that much closer to becoming your true mate!

^;^ you are already my mate, a-and i would like to be your mate

i looked up at his blushing face

^?^ do you mean you want me too....

^;^ yes, if you still want me....

^?^ of course! why would you think anything else?

^;^ i uhh....

^?^ shiro

^;^ nghh, y-yes

^?^ i love you shiro, and i'm not in this relationship just because i wanted to be a werewolf. i became a lycan so i could be with you

^;^ i-i am just confused

^?^ well tell me why

^;^ i have always heard that humans are evil murdering creatures. that do not care for the woods or the brothers and sisters in it. so why you, you save me and become my mate

^?^ yeah i can see why. ok well most of that is true, humans do kill and destroy a great many things with out careing. and it makes me sick, i hate my kind. i tryed to move away from all of that but us humans needs jobs to get what we need so i was limited to where i could go. i would like nothing more than to go with you.

^;^ are you sure

^?^ yes

he held my closer and rested his head on mine. my stomach growled loudly and we laughed a little, we whent to the kitchen and ate everything raw and made of meat. we whent back to the bedroom and i threw all of the blankets on the floor, we snuggled up together on them. morning came a couple hours after, the sound of snow scrapeing against the sideing of the house woke me up. shiro was curled up sleeping, he looked so cute like that. a slight grin on his face, i got up and whent to the bathroom. i looked in the mirror and studied my new self, i touched my soft furry ears. i played with my fangs, swished my tail back and forth. i walked out and shiro was standing there with his arms crossed and a smile on his face.

^?^ what? i had to make sure it wasn't a dream!

he walked up to and with out any words started rubbing my wolf ears, at first it felt like a pat on the head then it started feeling better. soon my eyes closed as waves of relaxation rolled over my body, my mouth was open a little and i started to drool. my eyes closed and i was in heaven, i was totally relaxed. the more he rubbed them the deeper i sank into relaxation, i leaned forward and my head rested on his shoulder.

^;^ you did this to me the first night we met, i wanted to return the feeling

he whispered in my ear, i opened my eyes and wiped the drool from my mouth.

^?^ i had no idea that it felt that good, it' like a full body rub!

^;^ i know, that is why i was so confused when we met. that is something only mates do with eachother

^?^ so in a way i was kid forceng myself on you

^;^ yes, it was confusing for me but i am glad you were so interested in me

^?^ still am!

i kissed him, i felt his hand run down to my crotch. i gasped, he led me to my room and set me on the bed. i was already hard, i knew what he wanted to do and i wasn't gonna say no! i was a little worried about his teeth though, i hope he knows not to bite

^;^ don't worry edward i will not hurt you

^?^ i know shiro, i trust you

he licked me from the head to the base, then he slowly took me into his mouth

^?^ uhhhh

he sucks a bit hard but i like it! he wants to make sure i feel the way i made him feel last night. he licked all over my dick until it shined with his spit.

^?^ uhhahhh uh uhhh

he pushed my back on the bed and crwaled on top of me, i felt my head press up against his tailhole. he pushed down and i slowly krept into his body, i could feel the wall of muscles relax and tense as i entered deep inside of him.

^;^ ahhh..ah

^?^ nn.. are you ohhh-ok? you go slower

he kept pushing more of me into his body it was so warm, i was halfway inside him. i licked the palm of my hand and grabbed his dick and started jak'n him off, he whent all the way down and i slid deeper inside of him.

^?^ UHHHhhh soo h-hot

the tempereture increased the farther in i whent, it was warm and soft. he clenched a little bit each time he whent up, it felt incredible. i could feel i was going to cum, so soon why can't i last a little longer. i workd shiro faster

^;^ guhhhhh nnnuhhh

he was almost ready to go and i was just one more thrust away, i wanna go out with a bang! i sat up and pushed shiro down, after i adjusted my legs i bent down to suck on shiro. i must've grown a bit cuz i don't think i could do this otherwise, i sucked him hard and long. i swished my tounge all over his hard dick, i slowly pushed myself in farther.

^;^ UHHHhhh ohhhh nnhhnn nhn

^?^ shiro-ohhh i'm about too uhh UHHHHH!!!!

shiro exploaded on my face, the squeezing of his contractions coaxed the climax right out of me. i erupted with the largest load i had ever felt before, i leaned down and suckled on shiro until i softned up and slid out of him.

^;^ uhuhuhhh uhhnnnn

he was moaning the more i sucked on him, i felt more cum seep out of him. he let out a sigh, i felt his whole body relax. he looked down at me, i looked up at him.

^;^ will you come with me to my pack

^?^ with out a doubt!

^;^ follow me

he got up and i followed him, i licked my face clean. we stopped at the in front of the glass door

^;^ we need to be wolves for the journy ahead

^?^ right

i closed my eyesand ocused on the wolf in me, when i opened my eyes shiro was already a wolf. heopened the door too, duz it realy take me that long to shift?

^;^ this way

he darted out the door and i followed right after him, it was akward at first trying to time the legs right but i got beter the more i ran. it was about 10 when we left, i wonder how far we're gonna go. we ran through the deep snow with ease, shiro was faster than i was though. all i could see was his wolf butt with his swishing back in forth in the wind. we ran so far into the woods that i had no idea there was a pond back here, it was frozen and shimmered like a mirror. shiro ran right across the pond with out a secound thought, i followed him carefully. we ran for most of the day stopping occasionally for a breather. i was hungry but i could handle it so i didn't mention it. we reached the end of the woods, i could hear cares zooming by. is this a highway?

^?^ be careful shiro, cars aren't safe

^;^ car?

^?^ it's those big loud colorful things that go by really fast

^;^ i know this already

^?^ ok, thats good...

he seemed cold and distant, his whole attitude changed. i wonder whats on his mind that has him acting like this?

^;^ come now!!

he darted up the small hill and across the street, i ran as fast as i could to keep up with him. he was quiet the whole time after that, he would hardly talk to me. did i make him mad some how? we stopped for a break, nows my chance

^?^ shiro, whats wrong?

^;^ it is nothing...

^?^ i do not believe that for one secound shiro, you were fine this whole time until now

^;^ leave it be..

^?^ grrrr fine what ever, you wanna keep secrets i can too

i had no secrets to keep from him, what the hell was i talking about.

^;^ ....... i am worried

^?^ about what?

^;^ pack law does not allow me to say

^?^ duz it have something to do with my final steps?

^;^ how do you know all of the time?

^?^ i'm good at reading into situations, and i'm your mate of course you would be worried about me

^;^ this is true, the next stages might kill you

^?^ well i will face them head on and pass them, so i can get back to you

^;^ i hope that is true

he got up and started running again, the snow started falling down on us. i looked up as i ran occasionally and watched the snow dance it's way down from high up. the sun was setting and through the shifting clouds i could catch some glimpses of the fullmoon, it's light was feint but it was there. i started catching up to shiro, i was getting faster. i was getting used to this wolf body, my senses were all hightned. but the most intense ones were smelling and hearing, nothing got past them. i could smell the fresh snow, i could hear the snow fall from the trees. my night vision was awsome, i could see everything as if there was a night light turned on. i have no idea what time it was, being a wolf you have wolf time. the whole concept of time is completely altered. i stained my mind trying to remember what time was, i just gave up on it. we ran further still into places i didn't even know, i just followed my mate. the sun was completely gone now, darkness took the land. shiro stopped and sniffed the air

^;^ we are here

^?^ at the pack?

^;^ yes

^?^ i don't see anyone?

^;^ they are here, they are watching

^?^ watching, who are they watching?

^;^ you

^?^ ..b-but i didn't do anything!!

^;^ they will not trust you until you prove your self to pack elders

^?^ then everything will be ok

^;^ if you can pass the trial

he slowly walked into the into the forest of pine trees, i followed close behind him. i couldn't see them but i could feel their presence, i could feel all their eyes on me. the further we whent i felt more and more uneasy, his pack must be huge. i could see dim light flickering, shadows danced across the trees and the snow.

^?^ sniff sniff.... sniff sniff, smoke?

i picked up the scent of smoke, someone had a fire. could it be his pack, well who else would it be? the light got brighter as we drew near, we were standing on top of a hill. and down below was a huge wolf pack, there had to be 50 or more wolves down there! the fire was large but not to big and there was a circle of tents.

^;^ come, we are running short on moon

^?^ u-uh oh yeah...

i assume he means time, we both headed down the hill. all the wolves stopped and formed a wall. it was very intimidateing, as we got closer they parted and gave us a path to one of the tents. they were all looking at me, some sniffed as i whent by. i wonder what they think of me? we walked up to the tent, it was decorated with all sorts of cool designes. native american by the way they look

^?^ gasp...

this makes perfect sense now! the wolves are decendents from native american shamans, the shape shifters. i knew the story's my great great was telling sounded too detailed to be just a story. but i shouldn't assume things, what if i'm wrong.

^;^ come, they are waiting

^?^ y-yeah

we entered through the canvas, there was a little fire in the middle. i looked up and saw three very old looking wolves sitting high up on some kind of chair things.

> shiro snow moon...

^;^ y-yes..

> is this the one you speak of

^;^ yes elder, he loves me for who i am. even after he found out what i am

> is this true?

^?^ y-yes

no i need to stay calm, deep breath deep breath

> hmmmm what is your name boy?

^?^ my name is edward

> and you are the one who mated with shiro, your the one who took his purity

^?^ it's not like that, i told him how much i love him and that i only became like this to be with him. and i was still pure too by the way.

i started to get an attitude, i need to stay calm

> he is speaking the truth, his feelings for you shiro are true. be at ease

^;^ sigh..

it looked lik he was relieved by that, pshht like i didn't love him ha!

> and is it true that you killed a hunter to save shiro?

^?^ yes, then i took shiro home to tend to his wound

> you show much compassion towards nature, if only all humans could be like you.

> it is time for last part of your transformation edward, this will be painful

^?^ i can do it

i looked at shiro

^?^ i know i can do it

> sit and close your eyes, listen well. this last part will test not only your body but your will.

CHAPTER 6 ---> together at last

i sat down and did as she said, i closed my eyes and relaxed my body

> prepare yourself for the most intense pain you have ever felt

^?^ gulp..... i'll try

how do you brace yourself for pain?

> open your eyes and look at me

^?^ .....OHHH umm wow!

she was a werewolf! she looked awsome, she was like 7 feet tall. she looked really mean and aggressive.

> close your eyes and picture this form, and no matter how painfull don't stop

^?^ o-ok ......

i closed my eyes and visualized my lycan body again, i started to visualize my werewolf form when i felt a sharp pain race accross my body. i didn't stop i kept going, more intense pain shot through my body. my image started to change infront of my eyes, black fur sprouted all over my body. it felt like fire where ever the fur was, i almost wanted to open my eyes and stop.

^?^ ngghhhaa

i had black fur all over my body now, i had a sheath too. i visualized the werewolf again and my whole right arm felt like it was smashed with a hammer.

^?^ AHHHhhhhh!!

crack snap crunch crunkle POP thunk

i was about to cry my arm hurted so bad, i looked at my image and my right arm was huge and muscled. it had only four fingers though, but it looked so cool. i focused on my left arm

^?^ AHHHHHhhhhh nnnn

it felt more intense the secound time, i fell forward onto my knees. both arms were transformed now, my chest should be next.

^?^ AHHHHHHHH huff huff GUUUUHHHHHH AHHhhh

it felt like my my chest had just been run over by a mack truck full'a bricks, it was hard to breath for a few minutes. some light crept in through my eye slits, i shut them tightly. i could feel tears run down the fur on my cheecks, this was starting to be too much for me. i still had my legs torso and head to do, and i hurt all over. it felt like all the bones in my body were broken, this is the part i wondered about in the werewolf movies. what it felt like? i could hear my muscles and tendons and bones breaking and ripping inside of me, the pain was insane. but i have to keep going, i'm almost done. i focused on both of my legs at the same time.

^?^ huhhhnnnnn AHHHHHHHHH ahhhh RHAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

my legs shattered then reformed at the same time, that was so fucking stupid of me. it hurts like hell when it's one arm being broken. why would doing two at the same time hurt less?

^?^ huff huff huff ahhhhhh nnnn huff huff

i just had my torso and head now, relax and breath relax and breath. i don't know what good thats gonna do, it's still gonna hurt like hell.

CRACK CRACK pop crunk thock POP

^?^ AHHHnnnnnAHHHHHHHH huff AHHHHHNN

my back felt like someone just pulled my spine apart while wedging my ribs open with a baseball bat. i rolled over onto my side. i layed there for a few minutes, breathing slowly. my ribs hurt so bad i couldn't breath right.

^?^ huff......huff......huff.....huff

just my head and i'm done, i could feel my head start to shift. it felt tight and this pressure filled my head. it became unbarable, my jaw unhinged it's self and my skull starting cracking. i wanted to scream but nothing came out. the pain subsided and my reattached, i layed there for a few minutes barely breathing.

> he has finished his trial, if he lives he may join our pack

.> shiro

^;^ yes

.> you may be with him now

^;^ thank you

i could hear shiro running up to me

^;^ edward edward!!

^?^ ........i'm fine shiro, it hurts to move

^;^ it will pass, i am pleased you lived!

^?^ ....... i am too...

i opened my eyes finally and saw shiro gazeing down at me, it made me so happy. i tryed to sit up, shiro helped me. i was bigger than him now, and i looked at all the muscle i had grown. i was beefy! i could take anyone! shiro held me close, it kinda hurt but it was a good hurt! after an hour or so the elder said i could shift back to human form, so i did. my body was really really sore though. shiro took me in his arms and walked me to his tent! it was warm and dark, my eyes made it brighter. in the dim light shiro layed me down on some animal skins, prolly buffalo or bear. i layed back and relaxed, this is just what i need! i felt shiro's hand on my inner thigh!

^?^ hey what are you up too shiro!

^;^ you know what i am up

i felt his warm mouth draw me in, now this is what i need!

^?^ NNNHHHNNN!!!! <3

THE END